3RD SESSION -THE 1ST OTHER-

-THE 1ST OTHER-
In this session i instigated the idea of another person coming along to use me it was a secret little fantasy and i had the urge to blow someone i had been talking to online for a while. 

This session was at my house and even though Sir did not live here with me, i still felt so controlled and submissive.

Sir forced me to strip naked only to then answer the door to O/our awaiting guest wearing nothing but my sub collar.

Regretfully i failed my first task by nervously keeping my open and unzipped jacket on. 

Feeling so anxious and scared i knew how i had done wrong as a submissive and felt the fear of a punishment instantly.
Opening the door to greet Clinton naked i silently walked him out onto the balcony.

Unknown to Clinton i was instructed to go against his wishes which were to touch him first slowly and gently on the cock.

Instead as Sir ordered me to i went straight into oral, pulling down his fly and un buttoning his jeans i pulled his warm soft cock out of his jeans and wrapped my eager slutty mouth around it.

Sucking Clinton deep and slow and rolling my tongue around the head of his cock while my warm hands gently massaged his balls, All the time while being watched by my DOM and humiliated, called dirty cruel and nasty names while kneeling on the cold balcony tiles in the dark of night.

It was partially humiliating and i was slightly embarrassed to have someone i have known on a friend basis to see me used like this.
He however was rock hard and thrusting his cock down my throat calling me a slut, i felt dirty and cheap.
My DOM instructed me to beg for Clinton’s cum.

It was my first time begging someone else for cum and it was great i felt so cheap and nasty "PLEASE CUM DOWN MY THROAT AND LET ME TASTE IT" "PLEASE I WANT YOUR CUM".

It was hard for me begging as i was shy and nervous but it worked Clinton came and i caught it all in my mouth like a good little SLUT.
Sir made me hold Clinton's cum in my mouth to show off to Him, i held it there until i was allowed to swallow it.
My DOM instructed me to swallow the cum and to stand up and say thank you.
Doing as i was ordered i was really nervy and shaky getting up as i knew i had done wrong and deserved punishment.
“THANK YOU” i said and Clinton turned and left without saying a word, i felt cheap and dirty.

THIS WAS MY FAVORITE SO FAR THE FEELING I GET WHEN BEING USED AND CONTROLLED MADE ME SO WET I LOVED IT..
SS

comments:

MASTER - I was so hard reading this; you are progressing to be an excellent sub. Clinton was a lucky guy!!!

This was the first time I had seen you with anyone else, to tell the truth I was worried that I would become jealous as I do have feelings for you. But I found it a total turn on, I loved that you greeted Clinton at the door naked. Well pretty much anyway. I loved seeing you kneel before him and fishing out he's cock and as per my instructions getting right into a hard and nasty blow job. I loved hearing your weak shy voice beg for he's cum and how enthusiastically you took he's load in your sultry wonton mouth. I liked making you hold it until I was ready to see you swallow and you swallowed like a good little cum slut.
This session made me realized you can fuck others but you belonged to me so it added to the list of things we can do together!

SS - it was an awesome experience being controlled and used as a sex toy.
i did as i was told and the experience was awesome it was a huge load of cum and i loved swallowing it for you.

SESSION 2

SECOND SESSION

At his house and taken by surprise.
Not yet in my blindfold play started in an instant with Him choking me.

His big warm hands wrapped around my neck so tightly, i could not breath i struggled and pulled at His hands digging my nails into them, my face was burning and my head getting heavy, i was scared, Really scared. Yet my clitoris was throbbing and i was dripping wet and so excited.
This time He was harsher, more serious and Dominating.

Slapping me and spitting over my now naked and shivering body and dragging me from the lounge to the floor where black leather shackles and the blindfold were thrown down to me i instantly knew to put them on, say nothing and assume a submissive permission on my knees head facing the floor and arms behind my back, kneeling back straight and waiting quietly for whatever was to come.
Being only my second session and one unplanned and not discussed i was still extremely nervy and scared but that only  turned Him on and made him go harder. (i think He enjoyed seeing me stripped down from my clothes and jewelry, a naked pale girl with her attitude broken down and nervous on my knees)
He objectified and humiliated me with the name calling i received in my first session only this time more brutal more real and so much more dirty (This time when He called me fuck meat it turned me on and made me feel like a nasty little girl).
He bound my breast with soft beige rope, It was tightly wrapped around my breast causing my nipples to harden and my breast to swell to such a big size, It makes them so sensitive just breathing and stroking his wet cold tongue on my nipples had me cry out and moan with pleasure (it was my first experience being bound and i want it more and more i love it it hurts but it pleasures me it makes me dripping wet) He dripped hot wax onto my pussy and breast, then ran cold ice along them before flogging them.

My breast burned with pain i could feel them red and welted but the louder i cry the harder i am treated and i love it.
I was tied in position on my stomach on top a blanket laid out for me on the floor, my wrists and ankles were placed in black leather shackles and connected together behind me.

He made to hold a cold metal police baton whilst HE went out of the room.

The baton was resting on my pussy and held steady between my feet.
The baton was heavy and cold i was nervous not knowing what the baton was and if i could be hurt by it.

He disappeared for approx five minutes, But when you are blindfolded and shackled up naked on the floor of a home that is not yours, Cold shaking and holding a heavy cold metal object with your feet and pussy five minutes feels like an hour.
He returned and was impressed, not expecting me to stay still enough to keep the baton in place.

He removed the baton and unshackled my ankles only to connect the shackles to a spreader bar, i was flipped over onto my back and my wrist were shackled either side of me to my ankles on the bar.

This was another first for U/us.

Spreader bars made me very nervous as i knew i couldn’t escape and i could not close my legs to protect myself from anyone or anything. But what came next i can not complain about as i enjoyed every second of it, every finger, and every stroke of his cold soft tongue.

The nerves were just as bad as the first session i was in a home that wasn’t mine a completely unfamiliar place i had to have a lot of trust in HIM and to be honest i don’t know where i found that trust, He just had it from the moment i met him.

During this second amazing session i felt scared, uneasy, objectified, dirty, owned, helpless, in pain, but also very much in pure ecstasy and loving the objectification.

THIS WAS THE SESSION THAT IT WAS DECIDED THAT HE WAS MY DOM AND I WAS HIS PROPERTY
I AM OWNED AND IN A WAY HELPLESS
I AM TO DO AS IM TOLD AND ONLY THAT

I HAVE GIVEN AWAY MY CHOICES AND IN RETURN HAVE HAD MY INHIBITIONS AND WORRYS REMOVED FROM ME.
MMMM WHAT A LIFE
SUB SLUT

Session One

SESSION ONE

So i met this guy, His older, His sweet and he wants to show me how a girl should be treated.

He likes to open doors and pulls the chair out before i sit.

We had a first date it was everything “proper” people talk about, No sex no expectations.

Just an innocent dinner with chocolates, nice conversation and a hug goodnight.

I have seen him a few times now, my sexual needs have been met, and He’s pretty awesome.

He told me he has a darker side, I personally do not believe him, but being me i had to find out so i asked him to show me.

FIRST SESSION EVER...
Standing in front of me dressed pretty hot, He told me in his usual soft voice "Once this blindfold is on we are in play”.
As it was my first play i was not aware i was supposed to reply with "yes Sir" So i was slapped across the face and yelled at. He told me i am always to reply with Yes Sir in a voice i have never heard him use before.
i was put in a collar and was to wear wrist and ankle shackles.
He forced me to lick and suck Him through His black pin stripe pants.
He called me "fuck meat" and a "slut" He loved the way i shook with fear and whimpered like a scared little girl.
I felt scared, controlled, hot, humiliated, dirty and skanky. but oh so exited i was dripping wet and wanted the play session to go longer.

He was telling the truth, He does have a dark side and it suits me perfectly.
In my first session i recieved:
whipping, collaring, face slapping, flogging from a large leather paddle, my arms bound behind my back , forced oral, brutal oral until i gagged on HIS cock, hair pulling, pegs on pussy, nipple clamps and mild humiliation.
After my first session i was hugged and kissed it was very warm and affectionate i felt like i was being awarded for being a good sub.

IM NOT HIS SUB BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL PERHAPS IM GOOD ENOUGH PERHAPS I NEED TO TRY HARDER.
Either way i am now very drawn to this experience i want to feel over and over.

This is definitely not a one off
i want more...
sub slut

comments:

SIR... I think this is the session that made us more intrigued with each other and we switched from a friend with benefits relationship to showing what BDSM is all about. I know that you didn’t believe that I could do BDSM as I have this nice guy air about me so I am sure I took you by surprise, ha-ha! I loved how submissive you were right away I felt your usual cocky attitude melt away and as soon as we got into play you were mine. I was surprised how good a sub you were since you hadn't really done this before, I was surprised how high your pain tolerance was and I was worried I might not be harsh enough to satisfy you. Luckily we have both grown from there and I now know I am capable of much more thanks to you. I didn’t know if you were ready to be collared then but I knew from that session that I wanted you.

SS... This session was a shock to my system yes, But it was also the door opener to reality and to my strongest desires and passions.
Being treated so harshly and getting so wet.
You had me on lead and i loved it.
This session made me want you so much and for so many reasons!
It was early to collar me but i think it was good you did as i really had decided i loved this experience and belonging to you was awesome!
SS