SESSION 2

SECOND SESSION

At his house and taken by surprise.
Not yet in my blindfold play started in an instant with Him choking me.

His big warm hands wrapped around my neck so tightly, i could not breath i struggled and pulled at His hands digging my nails into them, my face was burning and my head getting heavy, i was scared, Really scared. Yet my clitoris was throbbing and i was dripping wet and so excited.
This time He was harsher, more serious and Dominating.

Slapping me and spitting over my now naked and shivering body and dragging me from the lounge to the floor where black leather shackles and the blindfold were thrown down to me i instantly knew to put them on, say nothing and assume a submissive permission on my knees head facing the floor and arms behind my back, kneeling back straight and waiting quietly for whatever was to come.
Being only my second session and one unplanned and not discussed i was still extremely nervy and scared but that only  turned Him on and made him go harder. (i think He enjoyed seeing me stripped down from my clothes and jewelry, a naked pale girl with her attitude broken down and nervous on my knees)
He objectified and humiliated me with the name calling i received in my first session only this time more brutal more real and so much more dirty (This time when He called me fuck meat it turned me on and made me feel like a nasty little girl).
He bound my breast with soft beige rope, It was tightly wrapped around my breast causing my nipples to harden and my breast to swell to such a big size, It makes them so sensitive just breathing and stroking his wet cold tongue on my nipples had me cry out and moan with pleasure (it was my first experience being bound and i want it more and more i love it it hurts but it pleasures me it makes me dripping wet) He dripped hot wax onto my pussy and breast, then ran cold ice along them before flogging them.

My breast burned with pain i could feel them red and welted but the louder i cry the harder i am treated and i love it.
I was tied in position on my stomach on top a blanket laid out for me on the floor, my wrists and ankles were placed in black leather shackles and connected together behind me.

He made to hold a cold metal police baton whilst HE went out of the room.

The baton was resting on my pussy and held steady between my feet.
The baton was heavy and cold i was nervous not knowing what the baton was and if i could be hurt by it.

He disappeared for approx five minutes, But when you are blindfolded and shackled up naked on the floor of a home that is not yours, Cold shaking and holding a heavy cold metal object with your feet and pussy five minutes feels like an hour.
He returned and was impressed, not expecting me to stay still enough to keep the baton in place.

He removed the baton and unshackled my ankles only to connect the shackles to a spreader bar, i was flipped over onto my back and my wrist were shackled either side of me to my ankles on the bar.

This was another first for U/us.

Spreader bars made me very nervous as i knew i couldn’t escape and i could not close my legs to protect myself from anyone or anything. But what came next i can not complain about as i enjoyed every second of it, every finger, and every stroke of his cold soft tongue.

The nerves were just as bad as the first session i was in a home that wasn’t mine a completely unfamiliar place i had to have a lot of trust in HIM and to be honest i don’t know where i found that trust, He just had it from the moment i met him.

During this second amazing session i felt scared, uneasy, objectified, dirty, owned, helpless, in pain, but also very much in pure ecstasy and loving the objectification.

THIS WAS THE SESSION THAT IT WAS DECIDED THAT HE WAS MY DOM AND I WAS HIS PROPERTY
I AM OWNED AND IN A WAY HELPLESS
I AM TO DO AS IM TOLD AND ONLY THAT

I HAVE GIVEN AWAY MY CHOICES AND IN RETURN HAVE HAD MY INHIBITIONS AND WORRYS REMOVED FROM ME.
MMMM WHAT A LIFE
SUB SLUT

Session One

SESSION ONE

So i met this guy, His older, His sweet and he wants to show me how a girl should be treated.

He likes to open doors and pulls the chair out before i sit.

We had a first date it was everything “proper” people talk about, No sex no expectations.

Just an innocent dinner with chocolates, nice conversation and a hug goodnight.

I have seen him a few times now, my sexual needs have been met, and He’s pretty awesome.

He told me he has a darker side, I personally do not believe him, but being me i had to find out so i asked him to show me.

FIRST SESSION EVER...
Standing in front of me dressed pretty hot, He told me in his usual soft voice "Once this blindfold is on we are in play”.
As it was my first play i was not aware i was supposed to reply with "yes Sir" So i was slapped across the face and yelled at. He told me i am always to reply with Yes Sir in a voice i have never heard him use before.
i was put in a collar and was to wear wrist and ankle shackles.
He forced me to lick and suck Him through His black pin stripe pants.
He called me "fuck meat" and a "slut" He loved the way i shook with fear and whimpered like a scared little girl.
I felt scared, controlled, hot, humiliated, dirty and skanky. but oh so exited i was dripping wet and wanted the play session to go longer.

He was telling the truth, He does have a dark side and it suits me perfectly.
In my first session i recieved:
whipping, collaring, face slapping, flogging from a large leather paddle, my arms bound behind my back , forced oral, brutal oral until i gagged on HIS cock, hair pulling, pegs on pussy, nipple clamps and mild humiliation.
After my first session i was hugged and kissed it was very warm and affectionate i felt like i was being awarded for being a good sub.

IM NOT HIS SUB BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL PERHAPS IM GOOD ENOUGH PERHAPS I NEED TO TRY HARDER.
Either way i am now very drawn to this experience i want to feel over and over.

This is definitely not a one off
i want more...
sub slut

comments:

SIR... I think this is the session that made us more intrigued with each other and we switched from a friend with benefits relationship to showing what BDSM is all about. I know that you didn’t believe that I could do BDSM as I have this nice guy air about me so I am sure I took you by surprise, ha-ha! I loved how submissive you were right away I felt your usual cocky attitude melt away and as soon as we got into play you were mine. I was surprised how good a sub you were since you hadn't really done this before, I was surprised how high your pain tolerance was and I was worried I might not be harsh enough to satisfy you. Luckily we have both grown from there and I now know I am capable of much more thanks to you. I didn’t know if you were ready to be collared then but I knew from that session that I wanted you.

SS... This session was a shock to my system yes, But it was also the door opener to reality and to my strongest desires and passions.
Being treated so harshly and getting so wet.
You had me on lead and i loved it.
This session made me want you so much and for so many reasons!
It was early to collar me but i think it was good you did as i really had decided i loved this experience and belonging to you was awesome!
SS