Thursday, January 3, 2013

Session One



SESSION ONE

So i met this guy, His older, His sweet and he wants to show me how a girl should be treated.

He likes to open doors and pulls the chair out before i sit.

We had a first date it was everything “proper” people talk about, No sex no expectations.

Just an innocent dinner with chocolates, nice conversation and a hug goodnight.

I have seen him a few times now, my sexual needs have been met, and He’s pretty awesome.

He told me he has a darker side, I personally do not believe him, but being me i had to find out so i asked him to show me.



FIRST SESSION EVER...
Standing in front of me dressed pretty hot, He told me in his usual soft voice "Once this blindfold is on we are in play”.
As it was my first play i was not aware i was supposed to reply with "yes Sir" So i was slapped across the face and yelled at. He told me i am always to reply with Yes Sir in a voice i have never heard him use before.
i was put in a collar and was to wear wrist and ankle shackles.
He forced me to lick and suck Him through His black pin stripe pants.
He called me "fuck meat" and a "slut" He loved the way i shook with fear and whimpered like a scared little girl.
I felt scared, controlled, hot, humiliated, dirty and skanky. but oh so exited i was dripping wet and wanted the play session to go longer.

He was telling the truth, He does have a dark side and it suits me perfectly.
In my first session i recieved:
whipping, collaring, face slapping, flogging from a large leather paddle, my arms bound behind my back , forced oral, brutal oral until i gagged on HIS cock, hair pulling, pegs on pussy, nipple clamps and mild humiliation.
After my first session i was hugged and kissed it was very warm and affectionate i felt like i was being awarded for being a good sub.

IM NOT HIS SUB BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL PERHAPS IM GOOD ENOUGH PERHAPS I NEED TO TRY HARDER.
Either way i am now very drawn to this experience i want to feel over and over.

This is definitely not a one off
i want more...
sub slut


comments:

SIR... I think this is the session that made us more intrigued with each other and we switched from a friend with benefits relationship to showing what BDSM is all about. I know that you didn’t believe that I could do BDSM as I have this nice guy air about me so I am sure I took you by surprise, ha-ha! I loved how submissive you were right away I felt your usual cocky attitude melt away and as soon as we got into play you were mine. I was surprised how good a sub you were since you hadn't really done this before, I was surprised how high your pain tolerance was and I was worried I might not be harsh enough to satisfy you. Luckily we have both grown from there and I now know I am capable of much more thanks to you. I didn’t know if you were ready to be collared then but I knew from that session that I wanted you.

SS... This session was a shock to my system yes, But it was also the door opener to reality and to my strongest desires and passions.
Being treated so harshly and getting so wet.
You had me on lead and i loved it.
This session made me want you so much and for so many reasons!
It was early to collar me but i think it was good you did as i really had decided i loved this experience and belonging to you was awesome!
SS 

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